My faith has been at odds lately. I believe in God, in just about everything the Bible says. I do have some issues with a few things that I need to work out. What I have the most trouble with is finding role models, and bringing myself to speak to them. I know many people that preach the Word but very few that actually live it.
There has to be consistency.
I’m well aware that nobody is perfect, we all make mistakes. You don’t go to church because you have everything all worked out. Some people go because something is missing, something is off and they need to fix it. That’s totally fine. But I wish I knew more people that I could talk to about my doubts. People that wouldn’t just send me off to pray but would actually talk to me about their journey and just give me some perspective.
I know like 2 people…but I’m not entirely sure if this is the right time to open up about this. But I’m definitely going to work on being proactive. There are people that have gotten it right, I’m sure of it.