calm the hell down! I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do with myself. I can’t hold on to an emotion for more than a few hours. I’m so damn unstable right now. If my mood swings are this bad at 20 I can’t even begin to imagine how menopause is going to work out for me. For now I blame school and my tendency to be indecisive… -_-
I love the city, but in all honesty I can’t wait to leave. I don’t see this being my home for much longer.
Today was my day to make it all happen. Unfortunately I had a rather large revelation and it seems like there will be quite a few changes in my life in the next couple of months. I won’t say anything just yet but soon enough I’ll make an announcement. Can’t believe I’m doing this…again.
Change of heart.
I’m staying up as long as I have to. I need to get my act together.
I’m thinking I’m doing something really stupid. But in all honesty I don’t care. I’ve given up on trying to be patient. I’m going to have my fun and if I mess things up I’ll deal with it then. Here’s to livin’!
I should have loved a thunderbird instead; At least when spring comes they roar...– Sylvia Plath (via talkativolive)
People who are homeless are not social inadequates. They are people without...– Sheila McKechnie (via smashhomelessness) Essentially the forgotten ones, but that doesn’t make them any less human because they have no home or money. (via wespeakfortheearth)
To end the misery that has afflicted the human condition for thousands of years,...– Eckhart Tolle (via illuminatedbeing)
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elevatedinsight: applebum: Five Lessons About How To Treat People 1. First Important Lesson - “Know The Cleaning Lady” During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I read the last one: “What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?” Surely this was some kind of joke. I...
Today was such a lovely day. The wedding was absolutely beautiful. I wish the bride and groom many years of happiness and love.
I got on the train today and immediately noticed a guy smiling at me. So I walked in the opposite direction and just stood next to the doors. After a few stops I realized he kept looking at me, but I forgot all about it when the train started getting crowded. About 40 minutes later I’m still on the train and I see he’s making his way out of the train. When he passes me, he taps me on...
If a guy whistles at you, do not respond. You are a lady, not a dog.– My Grandmother (via prettygirlfromparadise)
A man should hear a little music, read a little poetry, and see a fine picture...– Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (via nagging)
Learning to stick to my quirks.
I followed his gaze and bumped into hers.
Just to add
My grandmother sent 2 conconetes to the house. The burned one is my brothers and the other one is mine. I love her so much.
20 Years Old
Today was probably the crappiest looking day ever. Constant rain, three excruciating classes. Two essays to write, and I had to get through it with just 3 hours of sleep. But….IT WAS THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER! Yesterday my friends threw me a surprise birthday party/dinner. I’ve never had one before and I always wanted one so I was soooo happy. People took the time to have dinner with me...
Why being a girl isn't working out for me:
Body: Oh, guess what time of the month it is!
Me: Please, god, no--
Ovaries: ALL SYSTEMS GOOOOOOOO!!!
Brain: I quit. i quit. kittens and cupcakes and no one loves me. oh my god salty snacks i am furious
Me: Please, guys, calm down--
Face: TIME TO RUIN EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER LIKED ABOUT ME. I'M GROWING MOUNTAINS, BITCHES.
Brain: And now I'm ugly! shbdksdnksbn
Torso: Time to practice labor. cramp this bitch up. GO GO GO GO GO GO
Me: STOP IT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!
Stomach: lol clothes cant fit you anymore. you are bloated. you are now a balloooooooon!
Me: I hate you all
Brain: I KNOW EVERYONE HATES ME I AM SO DEPRESSED. we need to procreate.
Face: Lol, i'm not done yet.
Uterus: what did i ever do to deserve this?
Brain: you just wait uterus. they're going to make you hold a baby for like 9 months straight.
Uterus: You mother fuckers.
Me: I quit being female, I am now a llama.
Brain: Me gusta.
At some point there’s someone in your head that you just CANT by any means remove. It’s like an addiction. Then you realize it’s not that serious and the voice in your head that used to SCREAM their name, has become a faint whisper. And as great full as you are for the lowered volume, it’s almost worse to hear the whisper. You start thinking you’re imagining things....
Can't stand it
I truly despise arguing. I know I’ve mentioned this before but, it just hit me. I really don’t like to argue. And quite frankly I think I’m terrified of the idea. I don’t mind having a conversation with someone about our different views on a topic that’s fine. But when it gets to the point where one person is trying to make the other sound silly, as if their argument...
chimericalvisions: We need to teach our daughters to distinguish between a man who flatters her, and a man who compliments her …. a man who spends money on her, and a man who invests in her …. a man who views her as property, and a man who views her properly ….a man who lusts after her, and a man who loves her….a man who believes he is God’s gift to women, and a man who remembers a woman was...