December 2010
54 posts
Quiet
Today I did everything I needed to do and barely talked to anyone. It felt so good. Usually I tell people my errands, a very bad habit. I don’t share my business just for the satisfaction that someone else knows it. I just want some feedback, some encouragement, or possibly a more efficient way of doing things. However, more often than not I get the opposite. I’m either not sharing my...
November 2010
64 posts
I’m going to gain weight no matter what. Second dinner BRING IT!
I miss being able to ramble on and on about every detail of my day and knowing that I was going to receive some encouragement or constructive criticism. Now I just feel like I’m annoying…Nothing compares to the company of a loved one.
Active Imagination + Muscle Memory = Loneliness.
“So she graduated, rich n-gga, wife training And if you got money man the head is amazing” I don’t know why but every time I hear this line I start to laugh. It never fails. I find humor in so many things.
In the zone
So I finally worked up the courage to sync my ipod, and erase all my old songs. I wasn’t worried about the songs. I was worried about all the recordings I was going to lose. Yet, today as I listened to Kanye, Katy Perry, and J.Cole I realized my MusicRescue failure actually worked enough to get my recordings to my PC. So that started off my day right (after realizing all school facilities...
Pac Man
So I completely missed when the pac man game was the google logo! Apparently it dropped productivity in the US by 15%. This is so cool, google “google pac man” its so entertaining lol
Smile
For the last couple of days I’ve been more upset than usual. I have a lot of things on my mind. However since yesterday I’ve been extremely happy. I’m giddy and the work load and stress of college life just doesn’t phase me anymore. I refuse to let bad grades get the best of me. I’ve tried my best and I know my potential even though my grades don’t reflect it.
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Holidays
They are more than just eating, presents, and hanging out with family. It’s a time to reflect I suppose on the blessings you’ve been given and what not. But when I have children I want them to be able to hang out with cousins, see their uncles, aunts, grandparents and have a big family to hang out with. I’ve always liked the idea of getting the WHOLE family...
Haircut
Me: Hansen, how would I look if I cut my hair up to here? [and inch higher than shoulders]
Hansen: hmmm then you’d definitely look like mom.
Me: Ugh man I want a different hair style
Hansen: Shave one side…it’s original.
**I walk away**
Death
Sometimes I wish I could have an open conversation with people and explain my feelings for the sake of explaining them. I know the outcome all ready so it’s not to make them react in a certain way. Just to get it off my chest.
I tend to think in terms of death. Let me explain.
Lately I’ve been paranoid about my grandmother passing away. So when I see her I tell her how much I love...
Thoughts
I have horrible memory for just about anything, but man I can remember dates, names, details, expressions if it has to do with matters of the heart.
Here we go again
I hate being sick, not only because it’s uncomfortable but because it usually leads to the discovery of some deformity or disease. It’s definitely been a struggle to find a balance in how much/what I eat and exercise. Praying nothing goes wrong between now and the end of finals.
Puzzles
I REALLY wanted to have “educational” games to play on the train. Playing Tetris non-stop for some weeks, makes it tiresome after a while. So, I bought this book of puzzle, or brain exercises and it is AMAZING. The first question/puzzle is Can you prove that 7 is half of 12?
Think about it…
Keep thinking…
Got it?
The Answer is yes! In Roman Numerals the number 12 is...
Comfort
It blows my mind that for some people there’s only one person out there (other than their mom) that knows them physically and emotionally. I mean really knows them. Who can pin point all their birthmarks, know the face they make when they’re frustrated. Know their dreams and why they haven’t accomplished them yet.
And when I say one person I mean ONE single human being. Sure...
People
It really bothers how much people affect me. I tend to do/say things in order to get a certain reaction from people. It’s annoying because I usually regret how things turn out afterward.
I act the way people expect me to act. So I end up changing my personality (or tweaking it) various times. It’s not like I do this all the time. It’s just with a handful of people. I’m...
Mom
Every morning my mother wakes up at 4am. If I’m up doing school work, she will make me some ginger tea. She won’t ask any questions, just give me a warm smile. I tell you the smallest things keep me going.
Email I just received titled, "Why Some Teachers...
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I’m going to pee myself. So funny.
Badass Harry Potter Cake of the day:
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can’t wait till Fridayyy!
Comedy
Charlie Chaplin is FREAKING AMAZING. Not only is he adorable, but he’s so hilarious. I’m making it a mission to see his movies. I just saw a clip of him imitating Hitler, after seeing Triumph of the Will and man did he do a good job. Absolutely love him.
Big Brother
I love how me and my brother have late night hour long conversations. We catch up like old friends who haven’t seen each other in months. He makes me laugh until it hurts, love this guy.
It's a SOFT "C"
I really hate how people mispronounce my name. ( Ro-ki-o…seriously?) Even when pronounced in English it sounds…manly. Now, if you can manage to roll the “r” and pronounce the high “i” sound, then it sounds pretty. It also has a beautiful meaning, morning dew. My mom tried to be cheesy one day when I asked her why she named me that, she said she knew I would...
“Now and then it’s good to pause in our pursuit of happiness and just be...”
– Guillaume Apollinaire
Break
I’ve considered taking a year off, going somewhere different. Just to figure out what I’d like to do. Most people would say that I won’t come back to school. I say you obviously don’t know how much I like school.
I obviously won’t do it, this trip would require some planning that I haven’t done. I may just take some summer courses though. Work less,...
HA!
So the guy who lives upstairs from us is locked out his house. He’s been calling some guys name and banging on the door like a mad man. I wake up my dad and tell him to go outside and open the door for him. I don’t know why my dad doesn’t have the key but they have decided to place a ladder next to the house so he can climb up to the second floor and knock on the window....
Shoes
I’ve recently developed this weird obsession with high heels. I’m not one to wear them everyday. I’m more into comfort than style, if you haven’t noticed. Yet, if I’m going out somewhere that’s remotely “special” I take it as an excuse to wear heels. I’m probably over-dressed, but I rather that than be under-dressed.
It also creates a mini war...
Music
Downloading programs to transfer all my songs to iTunes was a fail. Worked every other time, but when I have to study it screws me over. That’s fine, new mission for the week: Download all my previous songs, along with new ones [Nice distraction from school work]. New semi-short term goal: Learn how to use a computer so I can stop bothering my friend AND so I can stop paying people money to...
Skills
I always find something new I want to learn. I want to learn piano, guitar, italian/french, how to cross stitch, knit, and a whole lot of other stuff. I’ve been considering taking classes for this. Or paying to get one-on-one lessons. Yet, if I would have taken interest in the skills my parents all ready have, I would be a well rounded person. For example I would know how to bake a cake...
“Yo when that new casino comes to the Aqueduct, they need to put a rail on those...”
– Hansen Cuevas
“Yo te puedo contar cómo es una llama por dentro,
yo puedo decirte cuánto es que...”
– Alejandro Sanz
“Si un dia me faltas no sere nada
y al mismo tiempo lo sere todo
porque en tus...”
– Carlos Varela
