21 5 / 2012
Privacy-Distance
I don’t know how long it’s been since the last time I checked. But I’m finally coming to terms with the idea that what has been happening for the past two years and what will happen now is none of my business.
So no more checking, or wondering. I’m staying strong, and wishing you the absolute best.
21 5 / 2012
Irony of Friendship
There are friends in my life that I see probably twice a year. Not necessarily because of distance or scheduling, we just don’t get around to hanging out or communicating. Yet, for some reason I still consider them my closest friends. The history we carry is more meaningful than the communication we currently have. I know at some point this will probably get tiring. But right now I see myself being friends with these people for a very long time. If they were to ever ask me for anything, no matter how random it is, I know I’ll do my absolute best to help them out.
I also have friends that I see all the time, and have constant communication with, but it’s all based on convenience. We happen to work together or go to school together, etc. But once that common thread is broken, it’s pretty clear the friendship will fall apart. It’s a sad reality, however it shows me that it’s the quality of the friendship that matters. I don’t need to talk to you, or hang out with you all the time to know we’ll always be there for each other. It would be great if that’s the case, but it doesn’t have to be.
I should however consider putting more effort into certain people…
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20 5 / 2012
"Your 20’s are your ‘selfish’ years. It’s a decade to immerse yourself in every single thing possible. Be selfish with your time, and all the aspects of you. Tinker with shit, travel, explore, love a lot, love a little, and never touch the ground."
(Source: doryyohh, via sulihpoeht)
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19 5 / 2012
“When I met Johnny, I was pure virgin. He changed that. He was my first everything. My first real kiss. My first real boyfriend. My first fiancé. The first guy I had sex with. So he’ll always be in my heart. Forever. Kind of funny that word.” - Winona Ryder
Oh “firsts”. Every first I have had has some ridiculous story behind it. I can talk about them for hours on end because they sure do bring back some sweet memories. Some used to bother me but honestly, I’m glad they all happened the way they did.
(Source: skeletonguns)
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19 5 / 2012
"The world is changed by examples, not by opinions."
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19 5 / 2012
"To enjoy the rainbow, first enjoy the rain."
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18 5 / 2012
Just a Friend
I have no plans to elaborate/extend this. I’m just enjoying the freedom, the openness and the flexibility of it all. Yet, I can’t help thinking how great it feels to have the company.
I’m not getting the attention and perks that I would if this was stable, but to be honest I don’t really care. The moments we share are comforting and playful enough to satisfy me. It’s nice knowing I can be myself around this person. I don’t have to watch what I say, or do. I can just have fun and relax. I’m not concerned about looking stupid or if I look pretty. Whatever I am at the moment is enough.
I can’t describe to you what this is exactly, but I can say that it feels nice.
Sometimes I catch myself thinking about this is a completely different light. But I just see that as my heart reminiscing…
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